Thursday, May 18, 2017

My Sisters death

Hello readers,

    It's that time of year. Where I think about my sister. Let's just say more about my sister. I think of my sister all the time just around her birthday it's more. The last time I saw my sister I was in a hurry. I traveled to see my mom and dad and just left moment in time to see my sister. We talked for five minutes then I left. Why did I spend so little time with my sister? It was because her world got ruled by drugs. I remember two versions of my sister. One was the sister I grew up with, the sister attended my wounds – me up when I fell. The other sister was the one who drugs affected mentally, who had their brain wracked by drugs. I like this and think about the sister I grew up with all my childhood. I have dreams what she'll be like now if she had not got involved in drugs and had not died. She would have that been there through my stroke holding my hand tell me everything would be all right. She she was given me excellent advice as far as my relationships. I hate drugs. Now I know everybody says I hate drugs. Only those affected by family member that is a drug user knows how much is to eat drugs! If only my sister have remained in counseling for her lifetime. If only she had avoided bad boyfriend who supplied her with drug. Though boyfriend supplied her with drugs makes me most upset of all. How could you supply someone drugs you not only your life but your the other person's life? If you want to screw up your own life go ahead but to a person who is trying to stay away from drugs and then supplying drugs and saying it's no big deal. That is wrong! To my readers, how many of your relatives son's daughters have gotten by drugs? The loss of life is horrifying!

Thursday, April 27, 2017

Transesophageal Echocardiography (TEE)

Good morning to all my readers,

    It has been a while since I've posted. I am sorry it's taken this long to write. I have been going through some depression. I have a felt like posting up to this point.

  So yesterday I went for T.E.E.

What is that?

Transesophageal Echocardiography (TEE)

What they do is stick to down your throat to look in your heart. The days leading up to my appointment I was not excited. Who could be excited? Yea I'm going to have tube stuck down my throat woo hoo. The prep work is disgusting. They have few first gargle gel. Gurgling gel is not fun especially because it tastes like I don't know but it's bad! Then they spray additional Spray and the back of your mouth. So I did all that and I got bumped from my appointment. So I have the gargle the gel again. It wasn't the fault of my wonderful nurses. My wonderful nurses kept me entertained. One of the nurses seem really interested in my blog I hope she finds it. The procedure went well they were able to tell me right away that I have a hole in my heart. It will have to get fixed this summer.


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